the dream

having a terrible day today and i hate it when im feeling sucky, and the fact that had a sorta nightmare didnt help either n i had to wake up extra early today becoz of one of my siblings :(

add everything and stir it a little with a pinch of spat i had/stil having with ~u~ adds up to NOT ONE THOSE GOOLD OL' DAYS..

as for the dream= this is what i have to say to u!
everyone makes mistakes and as an avid believer tht one shud not regret anything that one has done but tk it as an experience, i know it was a mistake to do such foolish things and at tht point in time, it felt right and it felt safe and it didnt posed as a problem or a threat..i was young, i was naive and i was immature!

but having to dread the thought of it, day in and day out and having to hope that it'll go away and having to pray and wish that it doesnt appear anymore in any chapter of my life, is tiring and its such a worry.

i know God has His way and if anything were to happen, i'd have to face it & He would never grace us with anything that we can't handle as He knoweth best :) . it'll be hard but i hope too that the people i have with me, will be by my side and understand that it was some silly thing someone did when they were immature.

and i do hope that i have learnt my lesson!!

-end-

its so easy to comment, to ridicule, to insult, to judge, to say things behind people's back, to mengumpat, to gossip n shove our nosy faces on things we havent have a clue about and inasmuch as circumstances always have its way of explaining things, its nothing that people want to hear or realise. it is simply irrelevant!

so, this i say to myself, don't judge people or say things bout them esp if u don't know them! u never know when ure gna be at the other end!