2000-->2010-->2020

mase kecik2 dulu, if x berangan x sah..i guess sume org pon mcm tu kan..n igt lg..tajuk karangan favourite cikgu2, 'saya sebatang pen' or the likes..n i'll always get great marks sbb cerita dgn penuh perasaan pen tu nyer pengembaraan..tambah plak ngn knowledge doraemon n dragon ball la sume en, dan citer2 little rascal n etc..so mmg adventure abis aa kisah pen tuh..

n slalu jugak..ni plak akibat citer2 cam jetson's n star wars sume..org mesti tanye if tahun da masuk 2000 camtuh,cane lah hidup kiter..mase tu, mmg da budget ade keta terbang aar sume en..takpun, skola pun wat video conference jer..xyah kena actually bgn pagi n siap2 (n for me it was more of, kna gado wit my mum sbb die da kejut 80 kali pon i tak bgn, thn kna pakse mandi, then gado sape nk gosok baju..or shud i say, sape nk gosokkan baju, then kna BEG my dad soh antar sbb i cant naik public transport sbb da lmbt..n ayat plg nyata, even until now terngiang2 is, 'cepat la sha..cepat la sha!!"hehehe..n smpai skola jer sure lmbt..so kna g kutip sampah..),so mmg looking forward gile la the day that tak yah g skola tp dok teleconference jer..

another thing yg PALING SELALU BERANGAN is that my siblings by the time i'm 20 sure da kawin n ade anak2 n kaya raya..so i msti everytime pon nk kna pilih tido umah sape, sbb sume umah besar n berkejar2 nk masukkan duit dalam my bank..sbb kaye en..n i can aski anythg n i'll get it!!fuh, best giler!!(gap kiterang jauh so agak valid la impian nie)...

tp after everythg n all that berangan, here i am..at the office..following one of my dreams of becoming a practising lawyer!not exactly the same as to how i imagined it, lk at tht time, the only lawyer i know was criminal lawyer...so berangan lak gak, wat kes2 criminal sume..hehehe..

tp smlm, my insurance agent jmpe n bg diary..diary nxt year..2010..n i was like whoa!in 2000 i was in skool, n im sure i penah asked myself where wud i be in 10 yrs time..back in skool, mase all the wawasan 2020 hype..trfikir gak, where wud i be when im 37 yrs old..

the funny thg, mase tu ie 17 yrs old..i felt gile nk pk..37..lame GILER BABI LAGI TU..but smlm i was really struck!!if i go back to sasha@17, msti lain gile!!n i seriously tak tau whether she wud be happy n proud of where i am..maybe die akan sedey that, serious aa tak kawin lg?n sure die akan terkejut n marah that she's NOT with that person (tp nk wat cane, God has other plans n sent me an even better guy), sure die akan agak bangga la whn i give her my card (cheh!), sure die gelak guling2 sbb sasha@26 da tak muat sume baju sasha@17, sure die sedey sbb NOT ALL her plans worked out n MARAH sbb she's not the traveller she wanted to be n SURE die bantai gelak guling2 lg sbb sasha@17 ade lg byk duit dari sasha@17 n happier n more relaxed n more care free..

i used to hate it when mummy nk bsg2 kate nnt msti i nyesal all the days i missed out in skool(mmg kaki ponteng) n msti i nyesal for ever wanting to grow up so fast n tak savour all the moment, n i used to hate all the teachers nk kate school days ARE the BEST days of ur life!!

but i guess mmg betol, mom knows best n dgr la ckp org2 tua..hahaha..now, terhegeh2 nk reminisce zaman2 childhood n teenage life!!i wouldnt trade it for the world but what i wd give just to get a glimpse of tht life again..

having said that, hope i'll be more appreaciative of life now as everythg is moving super fast!!n hope nxt year, i'll do a LIST of things for 2020 plak..hehehe..