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i guess if u wish for it really hard n wish n wish for it,
n when He knows that you are wishing it for someone's benefit,
He would grant it.

i wished for it n i wished it as hard as i can,
n i was really upset that it happened,
tho to someone i didn't even know,
tho the wish was against someone i hold close to my heart,
but what is wrg is wrg,
n people wont learn until they get caught.

i wished for it n wished it hard,
n i pray that no man will ever get away for treating women like trash,
today i know He heard my wish,
today all my curses for you fell upon you,
i hope she finally sees you for who you are,
n i wish n wish hard again that she wont fall for ur lame excuses,
that she will be strong n goes through it stronger,
n have a tingling feeling,
that a stranger she never knew existed,
had wished hard for her to find out the truth!

wishes & vibes

inasmuch as your comments counts,
i am not sure why it affects me so,
another person can say the same thg,
but the meaning wudnt be the same.

i can't tell when it comes to u,
or probably i know u too well,
n i'm trying to deny whatever vibe that im getting,
all in all, jst be happy for me.

wish for the best,
wish for stars,
that's what i'd wish for u,
only question is, is that what ure wishing for me?

guilty feeling...

i am sorry..i have done all i could n it is sooooo unlike me to have this feeling og indifference in me..

im passionate about and/or with the things i do and i usually get wrapped up in it and get emotional and all..n i thnk thats good coz it will show..definitely it will..

but im sorry for this part!!im sorry that no matter how hard i try...i just cant get myslef around to feel proud of the end product ive come up with...it took me ages to complete when it should have been done with days ago...n its still NOT fully complete yet!God, give me strength!

i am sorry for whatever the outcome is, i am sorry and ashamed for acting this way!!

it is all circumstances and timing and maybe i am taking things a lil bit way tooo for granted!

i know deep down, i could have done better!i may have done better!

i am truly, deeply sorry and i just hope and pray that what i have in my hands is enough, enough to prove that u deserve the claim u have been waiting for for years!

U MIGHT NEED TO READ THIS :)

usually, if there's no blog post means --> Sasha is Happy :)

but smtimes it also means that i dont have the time to vent my stressness and angst and that'll make me feel even worse..

ayu said, "ktrang nie senang je, if marah ke ape, bg je makan, sure pastu ok.."

OMG, has it come to that, eh chop, or has it ALWAYS been like that? ;p

im quite an open book n it has NEVER tht hard to read me, (if i say there's nothing wrong, THERE'S ALWAYS SOMETHING WRONG!!like all the other gazillion girls/women out there)...

and what i look forward to every single time is to have a good time, is to laugh out loud, is to enjoy every moment and to be happy (ok, ok..who doesnt?) but the real fact is there are people who like to be miserable..they'll find every possible way to look at things negatively or these are the Pessimist..

question: if ure in fact a pessimist, can u choose to be optimistic about something?

but then again HOW? our mind is a very powerful thing or source but when it comes to emotions, can u choose what u want to feel?

im just blabbing for the sake of having a post, sorry!

p/s:
i care bout u more than anything n it makes me happy when ure happy, think n think again bout the decisions u r making or about to make, its a life changing decision!

ask urself:do u wna be happy for the rest of ur life coz that is what everyone deserves or u wna be content and take it as it is?

u control ur life and no one else does!

u r independent and u do not need anyone to dictate ur life for u!

u know urself n what it takes to mk u happy..dun settle for anything less!!

life does not end at marriage, its a start to a new chapter and its where two individuals start to make dreams together and work together to achieve it.

question: do u see urself doing that now?

think and think again n dont stop until u know uve come to a decision and no matter what happens that is THE decision and nothing EXCEPT ALLAH can stop you from taking that road!

every event that happens in our life are signs!!look deep at it and it probably is trying to tell u something!