mommy i love u!!

Que Sera Sera

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, "What will I be?
Will I be pretty, will I be rich?"
Here's what she said to me

[Chorus:]
Que Sera Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que Sera Sera

Since I am just a boy in school
I asked my teacher, "What should I try?
Should I paint pictures, should I sing songs?"
This was her wise reply

(Chorus)
Que Sera Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que Sera Sera

When I grew up and fell in love
I asked my sweetheart, "What lies ahead?
Will we have rainbows day after day?"
Here's what my sweetheart said

(Chorus)
Que Sera Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que Sera Sera

Now I have children of my own
They ask their mother, "What will I be?
Will I be pretty, will I be rich?"
I tell them, "Wait and see"

(Chorus)
Que Sera Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que Sera Sera

i can still remember this song like it was sung to me yesterday..i kinda miss the moments i have with my mom when i was a kid..yup, inasmuch as i hated it when my sister used to kid me around saying i was mummy's baby..i am undeniably a mummy's baby!!

i hate the fact that i just have to be *rude* to her or just NOT listen when she talks..but can i blame the youthlike blood in me now..i know i'm blessed wt the coolest parents n she did gave me EVERYTHG i ever wanted or needed(everythg ke?almost la..do u knw anyone else who spent RM 300+ for schools supplies every school year?yup. im that spoilt *itch!)

when i was a kid, she will read to me, she'll tuck me in, she'd sing songs like que sera sera, she's tell me stories of hensel & gretel (it scared me to death coz i was always afraid i didnt have crumbs with me if i ever get lost..).

now when she asks me to teman her to sleep, i'd rather watch t.v than do that, when she ask me to brg her to tesco, i'd rather go n have a drink with my frens..y ah?i hate it when my sisters hurt her..n im actually doing the same freaking thing arent i?yup, not only am i a spoilt *itch..im just ur plain ol' anak *erhak*..huhuhuh..

i'm sorry mom for being such a pain..but i love u n hope u can just wait for me!!wait for me to get loads n tons of money..wait for me to tk u to places..wait for me to have babies so that they will have your *touch*..wait for me!!

i seriously am proud to be urs n i am what i am for all the good things u have instilled in me..i'd reach for the stars coz thats wad u told me i was capable of doing..i'm a better person coz of que sera sera..i was good at math in school cz all the 'torturing' u gave me when i was 4-8 yrs old when u made me memorised my timetables n in turn i was 8 and i taught 12-13 year olds their time tables...hahaha...

im a lawyer now n i care for people regardless of their background cz u taught me so!!inasmuch as i always say i wud not want to turn out like you, i will be you and will do all the things u were not able to and couldnt do..

THANK YOU, Juliah Ismail for being my mom n gvg me such a wonderful name, life and values!