paling ku benci ialah apabila diriku terutama sekali jejari ku, terhiris terkena si 'paper'...untuk membuat diriku lebih perit..bahagian tangan yg terhiris kali ini ialah di celah jari..Owh eM Gee..sakitnya sgt annoying...
i'm at a crossroad, a crossroad i've once come across. i've read somewhere that if u make a mistake once, it is truly a mistake. when the same mistake happens twice, that is sheer STUPIDITY! i've once conveyed this to a 15 year old with the hope that he/she can gain sight that one should NOT repeat the same mistake twice, but what she got of it was that i was calling her, S.T.U.P.I.D..language barrier?perhaps...
hence, having been through this crossroad once before and since i've been enlightened with such awakening, i would expect myself to be well taught by now..but i'm afraid i would have to call myself stupid yet again..
there is no point in potraying yourself to be an avid believer when u shy away from the responsibilities of a believer...there is no point whatsoever in joining ALL YOU CAN JOIN GROUP, when you don't even dare of joining any of the things the group does...there is no point in telling yourself there are things you would want to do in life when opportunities reveals itself to you and you just shut the door in its face!
there's a really fine line between being a good guy and being a hypocryte and that to me is TERRIFYING!!
i really don't want or expect myself to be engulfed with nothing but work and will always hope and pray that that would never happen to me.
maybe what im going through is just a phase and probably its just because i havent found my niche..which means i'm still in searching mode..what makes me tick?what will be the one thing that will make drop everything and just do it?
hhmmm...there's a thought, sha...
i'm at a crossroad, a crossroad i've once come across. i've read somewhere that if u make a mistake once, it is truly a mistake. when the same mistake happens twice, that is sheer STUPIDITY! i've once conveyed this to a 15 year old with the hope that he/she can gain sight that one should NOT repeat the same mistake twice, but what she got of it was that i was calling her, S.T.U.P.I.D..language barrier?perhaps...
hence, having been through this crossroad once before and since i've been enlightened with such awakening, i would expect myself to be well taught by now..but i'm afraid i would have to call myself stupid yet again..
there is no point in potraying yourself to be an avid believer when u shy away from the responsibilities of a believer...there is no point whatsoever in joining ALL YOU CAN JOIN GROUP, when you don't even dare of joining any of the things the group does...there is no point in telling yourself there are things you would want to do in life when opportunities reveals itself to you and you just shut the door in its face!
there's a really fine line between being a good guy and being a hypocryte and that to me is TERRIFYING!!
i really don't want or expect myself to be engulfed with nothing but work and will always hope and pray that that would never happen to me.
maybe what im going through is just a phase and probably its just because i havent found my niche..which means i'm still in searching mode..what makes me tick?what will be the one thing that will make drop everything and just do it?
hhmmm...there's a thought, sha...
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