bout shuz n shoppin'..

i've never actually enjoyed shopping as much as most of my friends mainly bcoz...
once which was a lifetime ago...i wasnt really interested in all that girly stuff..

then, when i was interested i didnt really have the money to splurge and there wasnt much choice for someone my size(seriously do they really think that msian women are all size 4-8?agak2la..)

n now when i do have some money to spend, still..getting into a really gorge dress or pants wud inevitably be a huge blow to my self-esteem (but dun blow off ur bubbles yet, im still working sumthng out to shed a few kilos here n there n hopefully after all that, i can get into whatever piece of clothing i like!yes!!)

but one thing that is going to remain a problem for me is getting shoes..i really am envious of people who can get into any shoe they want n have a shoe collection, daymn...
my normal shoe shopping days are like, going into ANY shoe shop, n trying an immense number of shoes n if the shoe fits(only if the shoe fits, then that'll b my lucky day..) sad huh?oh ya, sum1 did suggested princess, but HAVE U SEEN THEIR 'big' shoe COLLECTION?like other plus size line, its horrendous..i just dun get it..bein somewhat not ur average size, is already a fact that doesn't need to be pointed out, but why do they have to make really ugly attire?what, people who're not average sizes dun have fashion sense ker?like HELLO!

so like today i was at MRCB..parked my car at the complex next to it..n was miz faddie..there was this kedai kasut, n i was all excited..(oh ya, i still dun have any kasut raya yet, sedih...) so there was this one shoe n it wasnt like grand or anythg BUT IT FITS ME LIKE A GLOVE(shoe, i mean)..so with all my excitement i told the lady...i'll take this one..guess wad?there was another lady who came before me n she was trying the left side of the shoe n she wanted it..i was like, oh man!!n i tried a whole lot of other shoes, n true enuff, nothing was up to the standard.. :p

so, now im still stuck with NO SHOES :(

n the point im trying to make is, everyone's busy shopping for raya n ive been out buying board games..hahaha..got a disney collection monopoly sey yesterday n the day before i bought UNO SPIN(korang..UNO BARU...hikhikhik...

any solution to my kaki besar problem?is there like an operation i can do to trim it?hahaha...



sasha LYNA