ive attended 6 weddings in 2 months and more weddings to attend, am most likely to be MOH for one of my best friend future wedding which means i have to start planning a whole lotta stuff, some of my friends are getting engaged as well, (of course there are also some that i'm NOT invited to (terkilan siot...) but am grateful in a way coz i dun thnk i have anymore clothes to wear..) n there are also some which sadly i cant go due to other commitments(i hate that!!)..
inasmuch i am all happy n thinking of a silent prayer for all my friends n wishing them good health n life, i cant help to wonder when is it my turn...its hard when u were sure for the decade that u'd b with someone and then at the end you reach a crossroad and when a decision is made, u know ure better off without each other..but the fact that for all the years before this date, uve been planning for ur big day one step at a time..
i know i can still go on with whatever plans i have and i just have to paint a new picture on the groom :)
but probably how things go right now is the BEST thing for me, maybe eventhough i keep telling (more like reassuring) my self that i'm ready and all, but subconsciously im not ready to wear the 'wifey' hat nad act all wife-like..n dear friends who care for me and know me so well, i know that i AM ABLE TO BE WITHOUT A MAN...n even with all the whining n sad days n acting sumwhat desperate, im actually really enjoying myself that im not with anyone..hahaha..or meb all i need is to rid off all this phfat out of me :)
aaahh..sasha is whining again..
friends, thank you for having me on your beautiful, gorgeous, meaningful days in your life..may both of you live happily ever after and with many2 children to come...
some of the weeding pics..
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