i dont know or never realised when it happened but i guess with age and experience, it rides with it. (just like ive always HAD this vision of me for the longest time, UNTIL quite recently ;) *hint* see pic below)

;D even that i tak realised when it happened so went on with it feeling HAWT n AWESOME all the time (actually now pun rase HAWT n AWESOME cume NAK LAGI CHUNNESS n LAWA) p/s:who else can claim their name to be sasha lawa? suke2 kan... hehehe
orayt so, i guess i didnt cut out to be soo MANJ when i ws younger coz there was no reason for it at that time (altho mum wud, everytime without fail, when she follows dad to send me to school, yells out my nickname so that everyone can hear..moontap, shi nonoi and the likes..n i swear i saw some juniors giggling after hearing that..n my face akan blush tak hengat!!)
but now, its become more apparent as to how MANJ i can be..i dunno why but i always KENA marah when im PMS-ing..its prolly coz when i kna marah at other times, it doesnt bother me as much cz i'll just forget bout it n wont fret BUT if its mase that time of the month, the reaction is just waaayyy too over the top!
what's the purpose of this?
ive come to realise that everytime (or most of the time) after i kna marah ngn THE boss, i'd terus pk nk tuka keje la, tuka career la etc (smlm siap register job street k)..hehehe..
but like i said kt my earlier post...mgkin its time da that i think about it..(he told me not to be stupid n have a narrow minded person nyer thoughts of changing firm every now n then..)
i should sit down n have a chat with myself n discuss where i wna be in ten years time from now!(sneak peak: I WANNA BE @ HOME AND TAKING CARE OF BRATTY SPOILT BABIES AND TRAVELLING,can?)
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and not working? not as a lawyer, a profession which you dream of since u were a kid?
hahahaha...
I think it's normal lah sha,
as we grow older, we changed our view, we changed our perception, not to say we were once bad nor we've gone worse either, just that we start viewing things through different layers/filters of value/judgment
I think the most important is that we learn to understand ourselves better, learn to interact with our surrounding better, that way we'd come to love ourselves better and be much happier ^_^
ayu cane nie?aku tgh feeling that maybe i shud try new stuff..mgkin nk cabaran baru..cheh!
maturity sux..dulu2 carefree jer..masalah dunia is nk tgk movie ape or ape plan for the weekend n skali2 pk2 pasal test or bile finals tu pening kepala 2 minggu je la..then RONGGENG..hehehe
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