change should be good kan?

content = satisfied with what someone has and not wanting more or anything else.

i guess looking back i was in denial cz how the heck can i be cntent whn im not even close as to where i wna be. i guess it has always been easier to be perceived as being cntent then i dont expect much from me but that was kinda dumb kan?

i have a mind of my own and i kinda knw that my gut feeling is usually n if not most of the time, is right..but it came in instant and now im bothered by it..

im happy and am cmpletely swayed by it but..but..but..

maybe i shud take a breather and think!(but i hate thinking, dang it!!)