Before the BABY comes 1.0

Dear my baby,

you're 21+ weeks now..let's see..that means its gonna take u another 18+ weeks before you're gonna b in my arms *tear* n *shaking a bit*

at this point..u're still shy n hv not shown mama/mommy & Aboh (we'll start a plan wen u're here to call HIM something else k *wink*) whether u're a girl or a boy but thats not an issue at all k baby..we'll smother u with sloppy kisses n hugsies n love anyways :D

Alhamdulillah u've been such a good & strong baby.. thus far u don't bug me to go n vomit every 5 mins or so whenever i smell or look at anything smelly or disgusting.. u're still growing so beautifully n healthy tho sumtimes i have to carry heavy things ie files/bundles..sorry for that..

u've also not asked for anything peculiar..just that sometimes u don't wna eat..thats soo unlike ur mommy..maybe u got that from "Aboh" hehe..

i have a feeling that ure gna be sooo smart coz whenever i have to do submissions or drafting work..i know ure helping me out n make it easy for me :) just hope u wont get my math genes cz thats not soo good news ;)

when you come out baby, there's gna be sooo many people waiting for u.. there's grandma n grandpa, tok mimi n tok musa, tok abah n nani, aunty anna n uncle mohamed, uncle boy n aunty zana, aunty ina n uncle yang, paman farid/pak ngah n aunty ya/mak ngah, bik neda, mamu bai/pak teh or is it pak lang, mamu bil/pak su, kakak myra, abg mika, abg mamud, abg bambam, kakak gegurl, abg iman n kakak adeena (who is about 7 months older je frm u)... n baby thats just ure immediate family k..good luck..tee hee..

i really hope n i pray everyday that u'll grow n be healthy n it will be a smooth pregnancy n delivery, insyaAllah. it's just that my belly doesn't show much n that makes mummy anxious n paranoid sometimes..ppl also always say that i don't look pregnant n that sorta hurts sometimes..

but everytime i see u when i have my monthly scan..baby, u make me soooo proud! from a teeny beeny popsicle, u're growing with hands n feet *tear*

i thank Allah everyday for my little miracle.

hoping for more movements from u baby n pls don't have too much wind..mommy will try to eat on time k..when there's wind..it makes mommy's tummy so streched..

i love u my baby *dosslynn* (aboh wont allow me to call u that..so thats secret no.2 k) n thank u for making us sooo happy.

Alhamdulillah.

this is what u look like at the moment :)