i appreciate what he has done for me and i bet a lot of ppl cant make sense of this rship we have. i'd like to call him GURUji frm now on.
he has given me all sorts of advice which are priceless and have shared his experiences with me so that i can get whatever good that comes out of it. i am truly inspired and he is one of the people i really look up to.
before i met Mr. Awesome, i've always prayed that the next person who's gna be with me will reflect what i see in GURUji..one of things that ive noticed about Mr. Awesome when we initially started dating was that the way he answered his calls was the EXACT same way as GURUji...(one of the signs i felt that i was supposed to be with him ;) )
today, GURUji has indeed shed some light on the present issue i have in hand simply by asking, "would you give up Mr. Awesome so that you can have this thing?"
and i without hesitation i replied, "NO!"
simple as that n the matter was resolved!
i had the answer i wanted!
there are always consequences for every action that we take or make and sometimes we dont realise the effect until its too late.
i did mention that i was worried that i would blame Mr. Awesome one day nnt and it suddenly became an issue..
n GURUji's reply was, don't ever hold grudges against each other, its simply a decision you have made and one that u had stuck on..there is no way in knowing what wud've or cud've been if it was the other way round. Both of u shud not hold grudges against each other.
i am now aware that there might be things that Mr. Awesome has given up in the name of "US" n it was not an issue to him at all.
thank you sayang for being honest with me and letting me know how u really felt bout it but yet did not hold any strings at all and allowed me to make this decision on my own.
Thank u GURUji for being so knowledgeable and always willing to share your wit and experiences with me.
His other advise was, there will ALWAYS be sacrifices and get married soon so that all these concerns and questions you have will be answered then. :)
InsyaAllah GURUji...SOOOON!
what a FRIDAY :)
