~the~ PAST

i guess u cant really runaway from the PAST..it'll haunt u, it'll creep on ya when u least expect it and inasmuch as u NEVER EVER wna think about it, it'll be at the back of yr head UNTIL U DEAL WITH IT AND ACKNOWLEDGE THAT, WHAT IS PAST IS PAST AND I NEED TO MOVE ON.

moving on is not as easy as ABC..i'd have to give u that.

i didnt expect that id be much affected when i walk down that lane again..didnt really wna think of it..but it happened and now im knocking myself on the forehead and asking, what the hell was i thinking?

ACKNOWLEDGE it!!it was the past,LET IT STAY THERE..

but how cud i have been so DUMB?

am almost certain now that there were tons of people who said behind my back, "sasha nie pandai je ckp, but ure going thru worse!!"

at least now i knw i went thru hell and back n i survived..

just hope this time around, crying isnt on the AGENDA..