i am blessed..Amin

last year on 19th July i was smitten beyond my wildest dreams..i mean i was like literally like a kucing dapat toy or susu..hahaha..

it never occurred to me that we wud click, that we would be hanging out together, that we would actually miss each other's presence, that one day, i'd be calling him, sayang n turn head over heels bout him n to honestly say, i love him so much n cant wait for us to be together (ok, getting too mushy here..)

this is my HIM that i've been searching for:


AND

this year, 19th July, im still as happy and gedik and smitten by this awesome BF..

HE pulls me down to earth
HE opens my eyes and pushes me to see life differently
HE supports and encourages me to be BETTER
HE makes me look forward to the future
HE makes me plan ahead and HE makes me *try* to b on time
HE makes me TRY all the things i never bothered trying
HE is my strength n HE keeps me grounded.

i feel loved n cared n that is ENOUGH for me.

on the 19th, i got this:





I was SANGAT terkejut (n i looooove surprises, thank u syg) n really sgt2 x expect it..OWH, lupe nk inform, -U- asked the flowers to be delivered to my office..(cue: AAWWWWW...)...ahahhahaha..

(ok, whatever i said bout -U- spoiling my birthday surprise don't even count anymore..read: here)

ok, its been a couple of days n i'm still all gedik about it..hahaha..

here's to loads more years together n a lifetime of love, respect, mutual understanding, communication n of being poyo n ngengade together2 k..i love u my hemmel n am soooo happy to be with u..

who wud've thought?
















saya saaaayaang awak!