subconsciously my mind had remembered this date for a reason n consciously i didnt even know that today was one of those days i should be remembering..signs..signs..are they really signs or our minds just work as to what we wanna believe in or hope to believe in ie psychologically if u want something SOO bad, ur mind wud inevidently project an image to u that makes that particular thing happen!
i didnt wna remember today as much as i dont want to remember a whole lotta thgs this past 5 months!n voila! ive forgotten a whole lotta portion of it, yup im THAT good.but my subconcious mind rule over ME...for a looong time i precluded myself from going there, for a long time i wudnt even let myself pass that area!n today i was there!!
read sumthg bout depression at the clinic today..is that wad it is?i knw n feel that im not myself' this past few weeks..n is it coz of the 'season' im in now?
heck, its getting harder everyday..hope this feeling goes away...needing sumone FAST!just to mk thgs a bit more less complicated!!
i guess keeping myself busy aint working anymore..time for plan c i guess!!
sasha lyna
p/s: lesen ku mati semalam n all this while i thot it'll be dead on the 17th...hahaha..ape la..
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twinnie, u talk in riddles!
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